I recently watched a TED talk
entitled: "The Universe is queerer than we suppose" given by Richard
Dawkins in February 2003. At one point in the video Dawkins said that every
molecule in your body was not there five years ago. We also know from copious
amounts of studies that prove that memories are faulty, and that people
re-remember experiences in the past. Then, the question remains. If you look at
a photograph of yourself five years ago, is that really you? No physical part
of yourself from the photo remains now, and chances are good, your memories of
that time is faulty and inaccurate. Furthermore, the personality that you have
is dissimilar to the one you had in the photo. What part of the you from the
photograph remains in the you looking at it. Perhaps then, the person that is
staring out at you from the photo is not indeed you, but
somebody completely different, a shadow in your past.
This question of identity is a very important one in Jasmine. Her name has changed to
represent her changing identity. She has had happiness and sadness in all of
her lives, and changed drastically throughout. She often talks about how the
version of herself now is not the same person as the she is now. She says that
"Jyoti of Hasnapur was not Jasemine, Duff's day mummy and Taylor and
Wylie's au-pair in
Manhattan; that Jasmine isn't this Jane Ripplemayer,"
(127). She goes on to question "Which one of us is the undeteteced murder
of a half-faced monster, which of us held a dying husband, which of us was
raped and raped ad raped in boats and cars and motel rooms?" (127).
Jasmine is struggling to differentiate herself, and find out when she became
who she is now.
Jasmine believes that these things can happen that cause the
"long playing record" of life to jump, and thrust new life into a
"groove that was not prepared to receive it," yet this can only be
caused by an extraordinary event taking place (127). Dawkins seems to
disagree, that change is a natural occurrence, and that in five years you
are guaranteed to become a new, different person. One does not need a
life changing event to become different. It is a law of nature. He also
believes that "matter flows from place to place and momentarily comes
together to be you," (TED Talk). This is similar to Jasmine's concept of
life being pushed around, albeit more scientific. The idea of this constant
change, guaranteed by the universe makes Jasmine's plight less dramatic in many
ways. Perhaps, we all spend our entire lives changing, thus we are all trying
to search for our identity. Perhaps Jasmine’s search through India to New York
and later Iowa is a natural event that must occur in all of our lives, just,
perhaps ours may be less dramatic than hers. Perhaps our names also change over the years,
and that Jasmine's is more a struggle of assimilation than of self-discovery.
Dawkins TED talk:
http://www.ted.com/talks/richard_dawkins_on_our_queer_universe.html